The past few days have been happening so fast lately. Everything in my life and house are turning upside down. Lots of things are happening at home. My mum broke down and I was so helpless and I couldn't comfort her .. The only thing I could do was, I gave her a hug and hold on to her tightly as she felt weaken ..
FOR GOD SAKE!! U'RE A MUSLIM!! WHY THE HELL DID U DO TAT FOR??
Tears came rolling down as I wondered why am I always so soft and so helpless .. I couldn't even punch tat idiot. To tell U all the truth .. I'm struggling with my life right now and times I feel as if I'm suffocating ...
Each passing day when I woke up I clutch my fist and kept saying this to myself .. "Its ok kit .. Its gonna be fine =) Everything's gonna be fine."
I'm tired of putting this fake smile of mine and I know my sarcasm is strong and U all don even notice it cause sarcasm is my second language. Only some ppl could tell my sarcasm ...
I wanted to tell my peeps bout it and I needed a listening ear so badly but none were available and some I don't feel comfortable telling it too.
I understand and its ok ..
I've got no mood for anything right now ...
& to the both of U .. I saw the comment wat U both wrote on facebook and why delete?? I don care & I don wanna know also.
& ppl .. Pls2 don try to lie to me cause I know and doesn't mean tat I look dump, I am one cause I choose to pretend and not to know ..
