COURSE: Business Information System(BIS - Higher Nitec)
HOROSCOPE: Gemini
HI!! Names Wai Kit or Rahim. People call me Kit for short. YES!! I'm a mix (CHINESE+MALAY). I love to do sports and I love hanging out with my friends. I'm pretty much shy when making friends
but when u get to know me .. Hahaha !! Good Luck !!
Went to eat Sakae Sushi AGAIN for experimenting the sushi there and the sushi I made with my mum was almost the same la but ok .. On the way back home .. stopped at the traffic light .. msg came, I got worried again .. This time fever ..
Alamak .. still want to go work ..
Hope shes alright =)
Send Koon home I had a heart to heart talk with him after so long .. He gave me lots of advice, yes it sounds easy but its jus so HARD ..
I dun like being alone, when I'm alone I would go into deep thoughts and start thinking .. Kit always think .. I jus think too much.
I'm jus so sick & tired of this whole thing right now .. I jus wan all this pain to go away .. All my life I have always felt is jus pain and more pain .. problems after problems .. U may see me fine but I'M NOT .. I got so many thing in my mind right now.
If I had 1 wish .. I wish tat I die RIGHT NOW .. Let me go quietly .. At times I feel like bursting out but I dun wish to show .. jus keep quiet ..
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11 August 2009
Was doing JAVA Progrmming mid way and suddenly this msg said tat she kept vomiting and I panic & worried .. I was on the verge of getting out of the class also I know I will fail JAVA .. Few mins later it ease me as she was fine.
Got home got ready for DND AC, Went to pick Hadi up at RP than off to Hard Rock Cafe Orchard. My friends was pulling me to dance but I CANT DANCE .. In the end I jus went ahead.
Stayed for an hour than left with Rasydi to wait for his GF .. We than later had a heart to heart talk, waited till 10.30 than chou ..
A few days later ..
Rasydi told me tat his GF waitted for him outside the Club busstop .. ALAMAK ..
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T.I. Ft Justin Timberlake - Dead & Gone
Lyrics
Justin Timberlake:
Ooooooo I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ooooooo I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone
T.I.:
Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on U walk by they get wrong u reply then shit get blown Way outta proportion way past discussion Just u against them, pick one then rush em Figure u get your hair? that next They dont wanna stop there now they bussin Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could fuck around get shot die anyday Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money dice game stash box contents Could this be cuz of hip hop music or did the ones with the good sense not use it Usually niggas dont kno what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin For red or for blue or for dough I guess, from Bankhead or from your projects No more stress, now im straight, now I get it now I take Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my familys sake That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today No regrets im blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.
T.I.:
I aint never been scared, I lived through tragic Situations coulda been dead lookin back at it Most of that shit didnt even have to happen But u dont think about it when u out there trappin In apartments hangin smokin and rappin Niggas start shit didnt next thing ya kno we cappin Get locked up then didnt even get mad Now think about damn what a life I had Most of that shit look back just laugh Some shit still look back just sad Maybe my homboy till be around Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time I won that fight, I lost that war I can still see my nigga walkin out that door Whoda thought Id never see Philant no more Got enough dead homies I dont want no more Cost a nigga his job, cost me more Ida took that ass-whoopin now for sure Now think before I risk my life Take them chances to get my stripe A nigga put his hands on me alright Otherwise stand there talk shit all night Cuz I hit you , you sue me, I shoot you, get locked up, who me? No more stress, now im straight, now I get it now I take Time to think before I make mistakes just for my familys sake That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today No regrets im blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.
J.T.:
I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
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Paramore - Ignorance
Lyrics
If I'm a bad person, You don't like me. I guess I'll go, Make my own way. It's a circle, A mean cycle. I can't excite you anymore. Where's your gavel, your jury? What's my offense this time? You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, Well sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs. I don't wanna feel your pain, When you swear it's all my fault. Cause you know we're not the same. Oh we're not the same, The friends who stuck together. We wrote our names in blood, But I guess you can't accept that the change is good, It's good. You treat me just like another stranger. Well it's nice to meet you sir. I guess I'll go. I best be on my way out. Ignorance is your new best friend.
This is the best thing that could've happened. Any longer and I wouldn't have made it. It's not a war. No, it's not a rapture. I'm just a person, but you can't take it, The same tricks that once fooled me. They won't get you anywhere. I'm not the same kid from your memory. Now I can fend for myself.
You treat me just like another stranger. Well it's nice to meet you sir. I guess I'll go. I best be on my way out.
