Happy Birthday To Me !! =D
Can't get to slp. Some of U will think tat I'm excited but its not .. Was talking with Chuan Yao on msn, a heart to heart talk with him. Actually wanted to talk either Veera or Awie but second thought, its hopeless wanting to talk to them, confirm either slping or jus wont pick up.
Ever since school started wanting to talk to them or share my thoughts they are busy with stuff .. I understand .. The only person I could talk to is Chuan Yao.
This is wat we chatted on msn:
Chuan Yao: "for me is i felt sian, bored and felt something missing"
Kit: "I feel something like this"
Chuan Yao: "liek this is normal de"
Kit: "Its jus so weird"
Kit: "the first time I felt like this"
Chuan Yao: "I dunno how many times liao"
Kit: "last yr abit la"
Kit: "now feel like my life is like empty"
Chuan Yao: "I also dunno why also"
Chuan Yao: "lols"
Chuan Yao: "after sooooo long of the feeling..."
Chuan Yao: "I still dunno where missing out"
Kit: "mine is jus the begining"
Chuan Yao: "me very long liao"
Before tat theres still more but I closed it -.- ..
I jus feel like crying .. LOL .. Haii .. I jus got to be strong, feelin abit tired now, its goin to be a new day later so gonna put tat fake smile to use =)
Hope to take some pics later too =D
P.S: Thx Chuan Yao for letting me pouring out my feelings =)
P.S: From now onwards pocket money and anything got to do with money, I am using my own money, family financial crisis ..
P.S: Thx for all the Birthday wishes =) it meant alot =)